confession uf a ROCKSTAR-

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2005-12-27T20:00:00.000+08:00

many things happened
today ! was horrible.
both happy nd sad.
majority, DEVASTATED.

firstly , we went to
skul tdy. found out
that theres aint any
trng tdy. just banner
making. so we kind uf
slack during the day.

did play for a lil while.
then the rest started
doing the banner.
nd they bought this
limegreen nd hotpink
ppr.rly nice(:
matchs veh well with
the big black banner.
haha`*(:

then we sat there.
hehs. i was lky
kind uf surprised
uf how they did to
the banner.
instead uf sticking
those words to the black
thang. they sewed it.
veh THOUGHTFUL ae !
nd it turns out veh NICE.
so for the sec1 next yr.
MUST JOIN UH !:D

okye. then we're not that
free also okay ! we did
something also. we
re-decorate the noticeboard.
cus it was kinda plain.x)
then we make it all veh nice.

waiting for my dad to call.
but end up,i called him
nd then the buying uf bks,
POSTPONED!ugh !
so i went home with gina,
jiayi nd sam(:

after i reached home.
my mom told me bout my
aunt. hais. she left
half or maybe a year to
live. ): but i know
still can be cured . cus
my aunt's sister-inlaw
specialise in this illness.
nd then with more
chemo nd stuffs ,im sure
she will live longer(:

hopin everythang will
be alright. *(:

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2005-12-26T09:35:00.000+08:00

hurhur- supposed to go
to mye aunt hse tdy.
but end up, my dad
called nd brought us
to changi safra. we went
to the gym there for
about 2 hrs. then went to simei
to pray nd stuffs.

afterwards he fetched us to auntchris'
we reached there arnd 5
most uf them were there alr-
including mye mom.
then everyone was playing
mahjong nd cards. then
i played with germaine nd
the rest.hahaha

mye dad came in after that
he was lky. what are you
doing huh.? he din approved
uf me playing cards /as in
gambling. so my aunt helped me
by telling him to excuse me
just for tdy. as it was XMAS.
lol`he agreed lur !hah !

played with janice !
veh cute. rly rly
LOVE her big eyes!
nicholas nd family
din came. as they
went to msia. x(
kind uf missing this boy.xD
din managed to see him
for a long long time alr-

then we went home early tdy.
before that. my dad fetched
my grandma nd uncle baq.
along the way. my grandma was
lky encouragin me to
convert to a christian. i thot so.
but my dad din rly lky it.
so i try not to go against him lur.

reached home arnd 1o plus.
hahah. veh simple xmas yar?
had fun.thats enough alr-(:
oh yar. wanqi went to china tdy.
hope she's having fun !xD
gna miss her plentys!
she's coming baq on the 3oth(:
hehs. 4 more days:D

alrights.stop heer then.
oh great. im missing him
lky SUDDENLY.dear me!
its just mere thinking i guess.
nd besides .everythangs
over !XD

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2005-12-25T06:34:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS
TO EVERYONE(:
gotten alot uf wishes
from mye dearies:D
thanks thanks<3

anw. ytd was quite fun.
had bbq for mich's bday
last night. then there's
plenty uf food.
satay,CRABS, hashbrowns,
marshmellows(:, etc etc.

was eating nd eating.
hurhur-then received
a no uf presents . there's
this dkny jacket .mye aunt
bought it for me(: its white !
veh veh nice:D

was having plenty uf fun
nd we had the log cake
for mich's bday as well
as celebrating CHRISTMAS
nd the log cake is damn nice(:

ytd supposed to send all
xmas greetings arnd 12.
but i ended falling alsp.
i guess im pretty tired .
so sorry ! but i managed
to send all by tdy. hurhur-
received a number uf sweet
greetings(: thanks !xD

alright/im so glad im
in the chrismas mood right
now! hehs. gg out later
to my another aunt's hse for
christmas !!! all the kids will
be there. hehs<3.

im having great fun !
love y'all ! take care
nd enjoy christmas
with your loved ones(:

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2005-12-24T14:15:00.000+08:00

hohoho. first uf all. merry xmas !(:
days passed so quickly. nd
skul's starting real soon.

hven even bought mye books yet.
xp. mye dad keep on draggin nd
draggin. always claims that he's
busy nd stuffs. ugh.
by next week, gotta get mye bks alr

anw my bruddar was posted to mfs.
but it was rather inconvenient luh
cus he have to take two buses. so
they were hoping to transfer him to
bps. now waiting if he could get in.

things got better for my aunt alr-
heard so. she's discharged.
now waiting for another report
on january 9. hope she will be fine(:

tdy's michelle birthday(:
gg to her house later ,
besides that.we're celebrating
christmas as well. gna have a bbq
i guess(: .

alrights i'll stop heer.
hope u guys have fun
during this merry xmas
season.(:

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2005-12-21T16:43:00.000+08:00

sometimes i really
don't know whether
they are the ones not.
hais. everythang's
lky a mess right now.

gonna breakdown agn.
stop making me happy
when you're gna makin
me sad later. really
veh pissed uf with
some people. hais.

i don't wish to luh,
but i've got no choice.
mye parents are also
driving me crazy. x(

i don't wish to care
nd ask anymore
further. x/

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2005-12-18T06:38:00.000+08:00

hais. ytd the report came
out. was rly shocked
when i heard the news
from mye mom.x(

mye aunt's cancer is
at the third stage. wth!
all uf us cried upon
hearin this. we nve
tot this will happen.
but life is really
unpredictable. X(((

later mye mom's gna
visit her. i wanted to.
but not allowed to.
perhaps its bcus uf
the hospital's smell nd
stuffs. right now mye
aunt's gna find the
doctor to treat her.

that doctor's mye aunt's
relative. some sort related.
so i guess he can help her.
ughx(, really hope she will
be fine. god bless her.

LOVE<3

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2005-12-16T22:16:00.000+08:00

`having volleyball tdy:D
last minute i've decided
to go for vball so i meet
up with gina nd shumei
as usual to have bfast.

we arranged to meet cuiting
at the bustop at around 8.3o.
after meeting her up, we
went to skul nd all uf them
were there alr- hurhur.

then we started playing
lky before. xD . we had some
matchs before gg baq.
was veh fun. we were so much
cooperative than before. (:

arnd 1pm. i went to change nd
meet nikk at the bustop. hurhur-
we went to town. nd meet wanqi
after that at ljs. was damn hungry noe.
hahaha. then we went walking about
nd went to fareast nd bought yiru
this shirt. she do love it(:

after which , we went to serangoon
to get the cakes. hahaha. i was still
hungry. so i bought this otah. 3 for $1
hahahaha. i was such a glutton along the
way.just cant stop eating, but still cant
grow fat. ugh/x(((.

went to sentosa at arnd 6 plus. yiru
was there alr- planned to have a table
for celebrating. but there's a so-called
function at ther. so the tables were all
taken/ so we went to the bench nd
chatted for a while.

after that, wanqi nd i went to get the cake.
when we opened it, we were lky wth.
the cake was totally smashed ! ugh!x(
but no one was at fault okay.
perhaps the guy who took it out
from the fridge , din tk it properly.(:

but anyway, we were also kind uf sad
that this cake turned out this way.
but yiru din mind(: so we still carry on
eating. then we took a slice nd wq
smashed it on yiru's face. hurhur-

took some pictures. then went to the beach
nd sat for a while, nd i left arnd 8 plus. then
reach home arnd 9 smth. mom's still not
baq, she went to visit mye aunt. still
dunno how is she right now. hope
she will be fine. waiting for the report
on sunday. everything wil be fine . rly.(:

alrights. i'll stop. getting tired alr-
had a LONG LONG day tdy. haha-
looking forward to the sentosa trip
with the vballers yea? love y'all
nd uf cus the outings with mye grls(:

LOVE<3

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2005-12-13T18:33:00.000+08:00

hurhur- went to town with cuiting tdy !!(:
firstly we went to watch chicken little.
though i've watched alr- but i dun mind
watching agn cus its damn cute(:
hahaha(: then we went to have our
breakfast then get the tickets. cus its
too early alr. we bought the 10.55 tickets.
enjoyed the show alot(: then i LOVE
that orange small creature !!

then after the movies , we went shopping
for stuffs. went many many places.
hurhur- nd yup , we saw germaine nd
hongyu . we keep on bumping onto each
other. what a coincidence(: and i saw
cheryl too. so prettaye eh she(:hahaha.

we saw this billabong pencil case. x)
black nd pink. VEH NICE:D
we keep on hesitating whether we
wanna buy not. i bought mine alr.
but not as nice as this so i bought that
pencil case. cuiting bought it too!xD
both uf us are afraid that it will run out
uf stocks so we bought it lur.hhahas.

saw this wallet. really nice. gna get it soon/
bought a number uf stuffs luh then accmpnied
cuiting to cut her hair(: before that we went to
united square nd waited for his bruddar.

waited for an hour after they cut their hair(:
then we went baq to fareast nd took our neos:D
waited so long nd FINALLY WE TOOK IT-x)
looks veh nice(: LOVE IT ALOT.
then we went home . hurhur- vball tmr!! :D

anw i love her. hahaha. thanks for accmpnying
me tdy. was rly fun ! iLOVE(:
alrights i'll stop. gg to have mye dinner alr !
loves<3

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2005-12-12T13:15:00.000+08:00

:D. hahaha ! tdy went to the mac bustop
with shumei to wait for gina. wahah.
then we went to have our breakfast.
was having stomach cramps. ugh !

then after that we went to tk the bus.
we were talking talking , then suddenly i told them
i dreamt uf getting cancer nd i died. wahahah.
then they were at there laughin non stop.
especially gina.xDDDDD
then jiayi came up the bus nd gina told her.
nd yup . both the same reaction..

then reached skul . we came early ehs !(:
nd we were the first few. so we took the keys
from the office. then gladys came. lol.
jiayi told her bout mye dream.:D
then we were playing nd talking about it
during the whole vball prac/
was rly veh fun !xD .

after which, sueann nd
samantha came.after that jamine.
we had a so called match .
nd some warmups nd stuffs luh.

was having another match
.but was having stomach cramps agn./
feeling so awful. but still continued playing.
hurhur- cus i just lovelove volleyball !:D
then went home wif shumei arnd 11 .
then went to her house.

her dad fetched us to his shop.
then shumei cooked wunton mee for me!(:
veh veh nice(x. hahaah. then bought
some snacks baq. nd the yanyan thang.
bahhs. went home after that . nd yup .

looking forward to next vball trng.
nd nd. tmr's outing with cuiting ! yay(: .
alrights ! take care !

LOVES<3

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2005-12-10T20:51:00.000+08:00

not going alr. had a change uf plan to tomorrow(x.
either to town or bugis(:. shop shop shop agn !`

just now went nearby to see the doctor cus
sore throat. ugh ! =x then the doctor suggested
to gargle with water nd lots uf lots uf salt.
aiyeer ! to kill those stupid bacterias(:.
then bought strepsils. the blackbarrant
one:D. veh veh soothing. those
havin sorethroats must go try alright ?
quite effective ! nd nd drink lots uf water(:

hahahah` got mye allowance tdy. wahahaha
not rly allowance luh. (: just some daily pocket
money for mye stuffs. wahaha:D going to shop
agn. since i've got d money luh(: lol. yay-

15th going sentosa with the grls.to celebrate
yiru's birthday. so looking forward eh.:D
alright alright ; i'll stop here. buhbye !

LOVE<3

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2005-12-10T14:12:00.000+08:00

veh sian eh. was talking to gina in msn just now.
MONDAY VOLLEYBALL !:D. after that outing with cuiting(: .
but tdy not going anywhere luh. gonna stay at home.

-kinda miss bowling right now.
its been a while since i've went to a bowling alley alr.:(.
have been spending mye time on volleyball pracs nd
hanging out with mye grls.
gotta arrange some time to go bowling lur.
or else it will deprove.)x.

anw past two days, was having bad cough
. ugh. SICKSICKSICK.=x then din went out either.
rly veh sian/ i've been cooping at home
these two days.wanna get out rly soon. maybe tmr.
oh ya. tmr/ going to mye grandmas. mye mom's mom.
hahahah. i prefer gg there actuali. (:

xmas is coming alr.
ive prepared those gifts for mye grls .
hope they will lky it!(:
then yiru 's bday coming oso.
hahah. but i dno wad to get for her eh. i'll see(:.

mye bruddar got a new phone ytd:( .
its better tthan mine lor. ugh.
kids nwadays are having good lifes(:.
mye dad got him n7260
cus he managed to pass his psle .
why din i have one last time ?
hahaha/ no fair)x. but never mind.
i dun care. i'll get one for myself:D
IF I HAVE THE MONEY(:

alright alright .
just gotten a call from mye aunt.
yoohoo. gg out later at night,
to her place maybe.
i dont know luh . take care then !(:

LOVES<3

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2005-12-08T10:23:00.000+08:00

ugh. kind of sick right now. but just roughly tell u wad happen ytd luh.at first went to third aunt hse arnd 10 smth to help her out.and janice was rly cute. she is getting cuter and cuter since i last saw her. she got huge eyes.:D then took the cab to parkway.waited for the rest . then went to eat porridge. hahaha. then auntlisa nd aunt shirley came. but nickelo din cum. he was sick. haiyo . so after that we went to mph. the kids went to see their stuffs . while the rest uf us sat at the coffee club. then accmpnied auntlisa to buy coffee. was having throat pain. hurts alot ,then she asked me whether i wanted some. but i dun wan. then she bought this hazelnut coffee or smth. it smells rly great. and it tasted so nice. hahaha .then we sat at the couch , talking while waiting for auntlilian and germaine.
then everyone started to talk about the m'sia trip on chinese new year.hahaha. and i dun have to go skul the next day. hurhur- cos its on the 3oth. and we are lky gg to shop the whole day there. hehs. then auntlilian and germaine came . sat for a lil while then brought jazzene to pierce her ears. haahha. she dun rly dare to get her ears pierced luh. then went to isetan. after which they asked her to chooose the earstuds she want , and then everyone started looking at her. hahah. but after the piercing. she rly look lky a princess aldy.xD. rly preetaye. auntlisa wanted to buy earrings for me. but i din want it actualli. after that she said that if she bought 2 pairs, she could get a discount. then i chose one lor. not bad either luh.ahhaah. and altogether plus jazz's earstuds was lky hundred over. so ex. =x
they went to d food court there. and then germaine and i was told to go and shop ourselves. so we did. then we went to to swensens and eat d omelette there. hahaha. then we were waiting for the ice cream luh. then suddenly it gets colder andd colder.hahah.both uf us cant rly stand it luh.wahahah. so while eating the ice cream.we were lyk shivering. hahah. we quickly eat and went off . then germaine suggested to go to d arcade. ,andwe went there. hahah. we played the photohunt thang and those i dunno how to say lar. then we saw the kids there oso. haha. din noe they wud be there either.haha.
after we played , we went to eat, then was rly feeling very sick luh. cos mye throat starting to hurt alot. then the adults went to d mccafe.and chitchatted for hrs. hahaha. while the kids were having fun at the playgrnd lor. hahaha. me and germ were lky sitting dwn and tok tok tok.hhahhaa(:. after that i saw christelle. (:.she din saw me luh.hah.
and then we went home.and was feelng rly tired luh. actuali wanted to go for vball tdy. but was rly sick . so i din went lor. maybe tmr buh. anyway. i'll stop here. LOVE<3

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2005-12-05T16:12:00.000+08:00

[x- got VOLLEYBALL TODAY(:. hehs. went to haf mac brkfast wif gina then went to vball practice- we were lyk LATE for an hour. hurhur- xD. then we practiced here and there / then played match before going HOME. todays one was SUPER ULTRA FUN LUH.:D. but theres smth i dun rly like lur. being an ONE MAN SHOW ISNT RLY SOMETHING TO BE PROUD UF LUH- was like slacking during the match as IT WAS not REALLY A COOPERATIVE MATCH .BUT ITS ALRIGHT-:P. ugh. no vball tmr- haf to wait till mrs yau cums baq from dno where. 19th of dec. ugh SO LONG!. BUT I GUESS SUM UF D GRLS GNA ORGANISE SUM VBALL PRACS AT DUNNO WHERE. HEHS. (x- after the prac, went to j8 again wif gina- [i LOVE GOING SHOPPING WITH HER](: .then i FINALLY SAW THIS MORGAN WHITE BAG FOR CHINESE NEW YEAR-!!!!i tot uf buying it aldy -but went to town, NO STOCK. was kinda pissed uf. then i quickly bought dis baq and it was d LAST ONE.how LUCKY AM I?!THEN BOUGHT MY SMALL PENCIL CASE AT 77TH STREET. THEN WENT TO EAT. when we were about to finish, saw hanfan and wushang walkin up d elevators- hurhur.then toked for awhile, gina and i went to walk arnd. and to see whether theres still anithink to buy. after that went homeCOS GINA haf to work ARND FOUR.): . BUT RLY GLAD THAT SHE ACCPMNIED ME TDY(X- LOVE HER.ALRITE I'LL STOP. (: TK CR-

LOVE.<3

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2005-12-03T18:19:00.000+08:00

HURHUR- JUST CAME BAQ FRM MYE COUSIN'S HSE. WAS RLY FUN.(x- MAKE ME REALISE THAT KIDS ARE RLY SO INNOCENT. (:- STAYED OVERNIGHT THERE. BEFORE THAT, THEY CAME TO MYE HSE AND THEN WENT WHITE SANDS WIF THEM. KINDA BORED LUH- BUT STILL , BOUGHT PLENTY OF STUFFS. HAHAH. I BOUGHT MYE PURPLE PUMA SHOES ALDY- :D FOR CNY. HEHS. ITS RLY NICE. (: THEN WENT TO THEIR HSE, AND THATS IT. GOING PARKWAY THIS WED. HEHS. GNA BUY LOADS OF STUFFS AGAIN. YEAPS!ALRITE,. I'LL STOP HERE .

LOVE-<3

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2005-11-29T20:33:00.000+08:00

(: jus came baq frm sentosa with shikin , wanqi and yiru ytd. (x. it was rly fun though quite a short while luh. played VBALL with nikki-then yiru was suntanning.hurhur- while waiting for wanqi to cum; we went to sunset bay ,yakking and snacking all d way. den wanqi came. supposed to go cycle but rain. ugh- nvm. so we went baq to sunset bay and played POKER. hahha. wanqi is A POKER QUEEN!(: - IT WAS FUN LUH. :D . WENT HOME then the three of them went to haf their dinner.hehs. was rly a fun day luh(x- love them plentyplenty-anw its zhiren bday today(:-HAPPY BURFDAY!
its been three weeks alr- but im still holding on. it hurts.)x

sheena`

2005-11-24T09:50:00.000+08:00

hah!daddy's friend finali repaired and reformat everytink. hehs.nv use d com for quite a while aldy.din went to update.srry-well .these few weeks was rly tough but i managed to overcome.(x.these few weeks, ive spent al my time on hmwks and stuffs like OBS and hanging out with mye grls. it was rly nice. speaking of obs. it totali rock.thruout d whole 5 days .i met alot of kc grls.all were nice.(x.it was rly a fun course but yup.IT WAS TIRING.xP.many obstacles to overcome.and hah. gained aot of experience.(:well.
for the first day .we were grped with the kc grls.and i was so lucky to luluu there wif me.we were in d same grp named columbus. xDeveryone was like . total strangers. and d instructor was kind of lame .indeed. hahah. d lam guy. anw we took d fotos at the very first day.hah.looks rly weird. but afterall it was NICE.then we din rly have any activites except for sum ice breaking games and belaying stuffs.so it was kind of bored.and we cooked our dinner.d rice was soft and everytink tasted funny except for the sausages and nuts.we learnt to pitch the tents too. was easy actuali.hah.
the next day.we went off to camp 1-anot campsite.we kayaked there.b4 that,we learnt to kayak ,capsize and stuffs.was hell fun!though the arms get tired after a while. but we were only allowed to kayak for an hr or two.ugh.x(then we went to our new campsite. luk more like a resort.haha.but in de end we haf to slp near d forest.but luckily we faced d sea and d view was SO nice.xD.during that day.we have to carry d hiking bag they gave and it was HEAVY.the shoulders got hurt in d end.x(.but yet we still haf loads of fun.we climbed those high elements but was indoor. den had dry rations for lunch.actualli almost everyday.kind of torture.haha.but we had dinner in d canteen.nice.we dun haf to cook.hurhur-
the third day.maybe the toughest one for me.we haf to hike abt 17km to another campsite and thats bcos we were under land expedition.sum of them was sea.so dey can kayak for the whole day.ugh.it was rly hard walking until we realised that singing make the walk seem much more easier.and yeap.we sang all d way till we reached there. and there were no toilets. hais.then we went to pitchh the tents first b4 having dinner. after that we were having sum presentations and lights off at arnd 9. so almost everyone went to slp. but at abt 1am. it started to pour. oh great.and all the tents were almost flooded.and we are unable to slp.it lasted for abt 45 mins. after the rain.sum returned bk to slp while the majority of us started to stay up. dey had a small campfire. and chitchatted till we slept at their tents. haha. xD
and yup.its getting near to d end.xD.so we haf to hike baq again.and dis time.d bag was much more heavier.so kind of sturuggling all d way baq and hah.i din actuali make it cos bothe of the shoulders were aching.but once we reached der.was rly a relief.as tinks gotten much easier.we unloaded all d stuffs.and we were told to finish all d dry rations.soall of us were yakking and snacking away.hahaha.much more relaxing.then we washed all of d camping tents andbags.hah.after that.all of dem started splashing water and yeap.we were drenched..but it was okay cos we had to raft after packing.we went to the beach and bulit our own rafts.but after awhile it started to rain and der goes our last water activity of the day.and it was kind of wasted as we din rly managed to try.so we went to bathe.and cooked our last dinner for they day.and it was rly sweet when everyone started to help together(x.so it was quite a feast.hahah.and we were told to slp in d hall.so much better from those bushy grass.hah.and it gets rly cold at night.and days just passed v.fast .
for the last day there. we had sum games b4 leaving.den we bought those shirts and souvenirs.and did sum admin wk.haha.then every1 started to assmble. we ended tking photos for memories.(x.we din rly wna leave as everyone started to noe ea other.but we haf to.so we exchanged nums and stuffs.uh huh.we left pulau ubin.and it was rly a nice weekend.(:
so glad that we are hvin gathering on d 3oth to escape.x)and yup i love the ppl and all.columbus rock!xD.
it had been a tough one during dis three weeks.and reali thnkful that u guys are owaes there for me and mking me happy.without u all. i dunoe wad to to.thnks for listening.i rly appreciate it.im happy to haf frens lyk u all. thnks.love y'all.u make my day.looking forward to d next outings wif all of you.tkcr-(x

sheenaa

2005-09-02T14:34:00.000+08:00

(: . at skool com lab ryte now.xDwith the gurls. while they doing their f&n.the rest.me; shumei; meiqi; gaius; and hussan. waiting till 4pm for VOLLEYBALL.a match wif the teachers.(x. hahah. ahh. no movies todayy cos hes going to ncc . x(. but we still can go another day.yah?hehs. lovee. alryte alryte. i'll stop my craps. later!(:
i love you!(x

sheenaa`

2005-08-20T20:43:00.000+08:00

went to town wif shikin and lwqq. trying to contact yiru but cant. so the three of us went watching the maid at lido.!XD.it was scaryy at first but after awhile .its not that scary as i thought.hehs. was sucha short while with them . have to reach home b4 6. ahh!and its sO EARLYY! hais. hope to SPEND MORE TIME WITH MY FRIENDS. and HIM OF COURSE!(: not in d mood of continuing furtherr. tahts all then!
i love y' all!(:

sheenaa`

2005-08-19T21:32:00.000+08:00

hehs. so happy! i watched bewitched with him* today!(x.before that .after school .was looking for him but yet cant find. so i tot not going or smth. then i went to eat tepanyaki with cuiting shumei and gina while lulu and hussan went to eat ljs. cos they cnt eat pork. we met them after we ate and went to the neoprint shop and took neos with the gals!(: it was so nicee. but hussan not insidee. he dun wna take. so nvm. saw weien and gang. den arnd 4 . went watching movie with him. hehs. :)the show was nice afterall. after that went home. at arnd 6 plus. had a great day today anyway!i love you loads!(:. memories.!:D

sheenaa_______`

2005-08-16T22:27:00.000+08:00

todayy nothing actually happen. just slack arnd as usual.
anyway its GLADYS BURFDAY today..
happy burfday gladys!(:
was supposed to have oral today but yet postponed to tmr.
ahh..but its okay!(x cos his cls and ours will be at d same time..hehs.
crazy! alrytes i hv to stopp! i love you!(:

sheenaa___`

2005-08-15T19:05:00.000+08:00

ahh`
early mng went having breakfast with shikin and lwq. toking about stuffs and was FUN.:D
was LATE.and that was expected laa.hahaha(x. then was having pe lessons. BORING.)x.
then CHEMISTRY. did d same thing as usual. and up to now, the papers arent BACK yet. nvm. ANOTHER BORINGG LESSON BY MR SHAHARI!LUCKILYY WE WERE ABLE TO SLACK LAA. (x. gave them choco and sweets and KNOW WAD?I FORGOT THAT SHAHARI WAS DER. AND I WAS CAUGHT BY HIM. xP. HE WAS STARING AT ME. LOL. I DUN CARE.xD
`DIN MANAGEDD TO GIVE HIM THE SWEETS I WANTED TO GIVE. ): TMR BAHH.(x
UGH. MR CHIA WAS SO MAD TODAY COS OF D CLS LAA. TOK TOK TOK. MADE HIM CANT STAND.HES A NICE TEACHER .ONE WHO NOES LOT OF TINKS. HES KNOWLEDGABLE I SHOULD SAY. (: aha! junfeng lost his fone. hrd that cos of mrs sng confiscate it then got stolen. blahblahblah. i dunno and i dun wish to noe. anyway my chinese teacher din gave bk d chinese test pprs to us! ughh!!): waited so long. she still have to add d compo marks laaa. TEST AND ORAL ON WEDNESDAY! ARGHH. ): THE WHOLE DAY ,NOTHING SPECIAL HAPPENED AND WAS BORING ,BORING AND BORING. X( VOLLEYBALL TOO. SO LIL PEOPLE CAME TODAY. WENT OFF EARLYY. AT ARND 5 PLUS. HE TOLD ME HE WAS RIDING BIKE. AND RIDING NEARBYY. HAAS. TOT I COULD SEE HIM. BUT IN D END ,DIN LAR. HAIS. WENT HOME .BATHE .ATE MY DINNER. BOUGHT SUSHI BACK HOME!YUMM!(: AND SWEETS FOR TMR. LOL!(x.HES NOT ONLINE. SIAN, AFTER THE HOLIDAY TRIP FOR BOTH OF THEM. THEY ARE STILL NOT OKAY YET!):DUNNO WHEN ARE THEY GNA SOLVE THE PROBLEM BETWEEN THEM? AND MY DAD WAS LIKE DEMANDING HERE AND THERE. FOR DNO WAD !FORGET IT. HAAS. SUDDENLY LOVE USING CAPS! DUNNO WHY. LOOK NICE TO ME. (x ALRYTES I'LL STOP HERE THEN !I LOVEE YOUU!(:

sheena______`

2005-08-14T09:18:00.000+08:00

wahahah` was toking to wanqi and shikin on da fone just now. from 12 last night to 5 plus in d mng. (x. but was fun toking to them . im glad that dey are owaes der whenever i need them. told them how i feel about the ppl in d cls. well hope everytink will be solved by now. i love them man!!!:D w/o them . i dunno where am i now. xDnv regretted making frens with them.. i cherish alot! thanks !!YAY! TMR WE GNA HAVE OUR BREAKFAST .TOGETHER! ITS BEEN AGES SINCE WE WENT EATING BREAKFAST HUH?!HEHS. ANWS U GURLS ROCKK!!URE LOVED!<3.

`ahhh. later going to my grandma's.can see the kids!wahahaha`.but i noe it wud be boring der .hais. but its okay!ive got the kids to entertain me!cutielicious.(:
goingg to school tmr.. hais. so fast. im dead . these few days, for no particular reason,i dun want to go to skool. crazyy!)x but i rly dun hv d interest in studying ler. WADS WRONG WITH ME HUH?! like wad shikin said: can study dun wna study. hais. the only purpose which interests me in coming to school is bcos of my clique and him. i noe i shud not slack any moree. EOY is coming. and its in a month or two.and i ACTUALLY say NOT STUDYING !? HAIS. oh freak i dunno what im doing RYTE NOW!! this shall not continue.!!ughh!! i must concentrate now. yes now!. i cant do anytink that wud make me regret in d future. okok! i MUST TRY TO FOCUS ON STUDIES ALRDY. CANT GET DISTRACTED BY UNNECESSARY STUFFS!.

ALRYTES.STOP WHATEVER IM THINKING.:D.hais. is it OVER OR AM IM JUST BEING TOO SENSITIVE.I HOPE IM JUST BEING SENSITIVEE, I CANT HELP MISSING HIM ALL DAY LONG. I HOPE WHAT I WAS THINKING IS NOT TRUE. ARGHH, CAN ALL THESE PROBLEMS BE SOLVED AT ONE TIME?I HAD ENUF OF THINGS TO THINK OF. AND I GUESS I HAVE NO MORE SPACE TO FILL ALL THESE IN. I GOTTA LET IT ALL OUT. HAIS. FORGET IT, I CANT DO ANITINK EVEN IF I KEEP THINKING ABT IT. BUT ANYWAY, NO MATTER WHAT.
I LOVE YOU!(:

sheenaa___`

2005-08-13T10:44:00.000+08:00

im falling.down down down. )x .

sheenaa_______`

2005-08-12T16:06:00.000+08:00

i guess some things are gna happen real soon. i really had enough. i gna breakdown sooner or later. im not sure whats over me recently. maybe im too stressed up already. everytink is not under my control. i neeed a BREAK. things din go well for me these few weeks. i dno whats wrong either. everyone started to hate me .dislike me i guess. i wanna noe whats going on. i dun wanna get distracted by things that could change me into someone whos not me . really hope i get to noe d answer real soon. i had enough !):

`im rly sorry about my strange behaviour nowadays. even i showed attitude to u guys,u all are still der for me no matter wad. im SORRY. but i can promise that i will be the same me once i found out d answer. [to the besties and the ladys]i love you all! no matter what . after all this ,i will make sure that this will not happen again.love u all!(:deep dwn thanks for being there. ONCE AGAIN .im rly rly sorry.

sheenaa_____`

2005-08-10T00:42:00.000+08:00

hais. she saw EVERYTINK!darn. i shud have deleted it. but i din noe shes gna bring me to change phone. then when she wna change alrdy, ive got no time for deleting the msgs. then she saw what i wrote to him*.arghh. well. she scolded me lyk hell lor. hope all this will end sooon. and things will be the same again. (: .just hope she wun probe any more further to ask whos him*. im not gna say out who. or else it will be HELL! i cant let him get scolded for MY CARELESSNESS,yah? and i know things will get WORSER if hes involved. i just hope NOTHING WILL HAPPEN TO HIM. AND MY PARENTS WILL JUST LEAVE HIM ALONE.
GOT NO MOOD TO WRITE ANY MORE FURTHER. THATS ALL.
i lovee you!(:

sheenaa____`

2005-08-08T19:56:00.000+08:00

din want to cum to school today at first. then bcos after that they wanna go catch a movie. then i went lorr. went there saw shumei ,and she passed me the red shirt,which i asked from yueming. then saw gaius at d atrium. his burfday today. happy bdae gaius!(: then after that yueming prepared two presents for gina and gaius. she's rly sweet!(x then went back cls. and it started to pour)x. then mr chia let us watch this short film on s'pore stuffs. quite interesting. lol. then went to the parade square as the rain just stopped not long after. sat there and see the parade stuffs/ wasnt rly paying attention to that.hahas. it was hot laa.then we keep finding sumwhere with shades. and saw this bunch of sec1 guys. meiqi and gina were like teasing them .it was fun after all. then went up to d hall. everyone was like finding a place to settle down. we din really sat according to our cls. well. the concert was interesting. love the malay dance ,they did a great job! [x then up next the modern dance. (: nice dance too! then the choir sang the s'pore songs.and everyone started to sing along.hehs/ im enjoying this yr's celebration actually. hahas. everyone was enjoying it. went bk cls. got the pens from the school and FINALLY. time to go home!(x . hehs. din went straight home .cos there aint no time left. went to shumei hse. to change and had our breakfast. yum!x]shes a great cook!:D then we arrange to meet brian , joey, joel, they all at j8. was supposed to watch charlie and the chocolate factory at there. but was full!): then we watched at northpoint lor. and never did i expected so many ppl to be there. his friends, sueann,samantha,shiling,rebecca and more. then me and shumei talked to shiling all along.anw shes HAWT!(: then went to watch the movie together. and yah. i sat with him.hahas.x)the show was nice after all. funny and chocolatey.xDwent home ard 4 plus i guess. had my bath. and here i am. using the com.ahh. thats all for today i guess.. cya and loveed!
i love you!(:

sheenaa____`

2005-08-05T19:15:00.000+08:00

heyy derr

nv blog for months lerr. hehs .
loads of things happen latelyy. hais .
nvm. anyway lovee volleyball man .
gettingg more fun! hehs. more people joiniingg.

woo. tmr im goingg to town wif wanqi dey all!
FINALLY .hehs.

im blank ryte now. update again! cya!

#o5o82oo5; fridayy
i love him*
-sheenaatan(x

sheenaa_____`

2005-07-01T14:52:00.000+08:00

hey derrr!!!!so longgg din updatee my blogg alrdyy!now at shumei's housee.hehs.went to watchh initial d yst!nicee!!hunks andd racinngg cars.hehe..nicee moviee..hahas.not sureof waht to update rrytee noww.so laterr!!!!

in a midst of confusion ; neverendingFULLSTOP
god bless you ; sheenaatan((x

sheenaa_________`

2005-06-16T16:21:00.000+08:00

its been wks since ive blogg.the com was down.)=.tyme reali flies.one more week.have to go back to skool ler.still got that phys and chem wksheets not done.hais.

oh yahh.i went to bedok central yst to mit my second aunt.then she bought loads of stuffs for us.heh.thnx!after that,we went to eat at the hawker centre.tables all full.was finding the table to sit until i saw someone.hahas.my ex-neighbour.yikai.din notice him at ferst until my sis toldd me.hhaas.din tok to him laa.only my mom.=x.then about 5 plus.we took the cab to my aunt hse.she got some problems with my uncle and my mum plus my second aunt went der to see what dey can do to help her lor.adults owaes got lots of problems.hais.as usual.went der to eat and play.lols.owaes the same tink.then my aunt gave my sis some clothes.for her to wear to work.yst was kinda boringg though.

initial d cuming soon.hahahas.wna watch.my sis oso.but she go wif her so-called colleagues.then i cant possibly go wif them.cos i dun even noe them.so maybe goingg wif my friends.lalalala~cant wait.ah!!!i din go for volleyball prac todayy!hehe.last minute got smth on.goingg tomorrow.hahas.then maybe go eat breakfast wif shumei.then afta vball.goingg to j8 to buy stuffs.and some accesories.wahahas.=)

gna stopp lerr.update tml.take caree!!((:
i love you(:

sheenaa____`

2005-06-05T01:56:00.000+08:00

lalala~as usual, i woke up.readd my msgs and blah blah blah.den went to my grandma's with my mum.hah!make dumplings.(x but up to now i still duno how.hehes.anws went there and i saw the KIDS!!lols.love em.then took pictures with them.and denisee is gettingg prettier and prettierr.(=love herr and nickelo toO.gettingg naughtier and naughtier.haas(x.then they were theree playing games and blahs.was bored at theree laa.cuz my cousins din go.only e kids.but i have em to entertain me though.teehees!xDkids just brighten up my dayy larr.hah!den went to help my aunt to wrap the dumplings.hahs.bbut wasnt the shape of it at all.lala.who cares anw.as longg as im able to eat!!hhees.after that we went home.kinda tiredd.then was msging with shikin and nurul.haha.then wq went to thailand,cuming back tml!!hahas.(x.lalala~i lovee them to bits!!! aha!shikin's burfday cuming!!((:hees.aand cuitingg toO!!(x.god bless them!!singlee wud be better for me i guess.hais.i dunno is it bad of me to tel you thos tings.but i really put down everytink ler.and i dun wish to start all over again.and i hopee you can understandd.take caree.

in a midst of confusion ; neverendingFULLSTOP
god bless you `SHEenatan

sheenaa_____`

2005-06-04T22:34:00.000+08:00

just nOw was so fun,went bOwling,then we were having a cOmpetition.whOever din strike,will treat us dinnerr.hehh.then eddie lOst.but he's nOt himself today.nOrmally he always win. but this tyme i dunno whats over him.hope he's alright.shud be his relationship problems i guess. hais.love love love.so complicated.it have its advantages and disadvantages.but it seems to me that single is better. and having my friends around me is probably better.hais.tOking abOut friendship, i am afraid that dey will be mad at me.on wednesday , i was supposed to hang out with em but last minutee i had tO cancel the outingg with them because of certain reasons.and i was reali devastated.as i prOmised them already.and this aint my ferst tyme.i din mean to break my promises once again.i really wish to hang out with dem more often.haiss!!hopee dey wun be mad at me somehow.i reali treasured the friendship with em these past two years.and i cherish it alot.i heart em loads!((x.cherish ; love ; treasure!.

stil[l]ovinghim* ; neverendingFULLSTOP
god bless you`SHEenatan

sheenaa______`

2005-06-04T10:08:00.000+08:00

hey there!!!finally i managedd to find the songg!!yay!!!((:anws.these few days are sucha torture for me.unable to see him* ; having sunburn. unable to sleep well bcuz of my shoulders and blahblahblah.but now the skin camee off(i peeled it off.hhahas)thenn its much more better.but im still missing him laa.hais.time reali flies.its saturdayy now!!teehees.im BLACK!!not niceee!!)): im boredd at hm!!later going to tampines safra.woohoos.bowlingg!!!rawks my wurldd!!!my motivation toO!!hehes.wahahas.mmm.not suree of what ta writee now.update you again!!ciaoos!!

stil[l]ovinghim* ; neverendingFULLSTOP
god bless you `SHEenatan

sheenaa______`

2005-05-31T12:29:00.000+08:00

When I'm down and all alone
When nothing seems to matter
When I lose my hope
When I'm sad and confused

When it all gets turned around and 'round
I can't seem to reach for solid ground
When everything I've believed in seems untrue
All I have to do

[Chorus]
Is think of you
I think of you and it's gone
Like you chase away the storm
Making it all okay
I think of you
I think of you and I'm strong
And I know I can go on
It's like you set me free
When life gets the best of me
I just think of you

Now I know what love means
And whatever life may hold for me
Through the fire
Through the rain I believe

Cause there's nothing I can't bear
Knowing that you will be there
If I fall I won't break
Through it all I'll make it through
Cause all I have to do

[Chorus]

And when I think I'm all alone
I can't see the way to go
Lost in the rain of my own tears
To wash away the pain and fear

[Chorus]

For the good times and the bad times
I just think of you
Cause you know you get the best of me
I just think of you

i think of you - tata young.
love this song alot.it reali describes the feelings im having right now.
i love him*.and forever i will.no matter what becomes of you.
i'll always be there whenever u need me.
and i hope that you will always be happy.((:

stil[l]ovinghim* ; neverendingFULLSTOP
god bless you `SHEenatan

sheenaa_____`

2005-05-29T07:43:00.000+08:00

heyylos.yesterday was so fun!hehs.ferst tyme going to sentosa with loads of people.wahahas.((:it was fun!and i guess after this , perhaps we all will be sumhow more unitedd , i guess.heehhs. sunburn!!!it hurts aloot!!unable to sleep well yesterdayy!my shoulders and my facee!!!ahhh!!!haiss.but im tanner noww!!hehe.and i reali enjoyed alot, playing volleyball and blah blah blah.hehe.gotta say i love all of you to bits!!mwahhs!tc!!hope everyone is okayy!well,ytd mr wong did came but he left after not longg.but we still got mr chia!!then everyonee took picturess.this mr chia insistedd us to take self potrait to put in cls.wahhaha.den we playedd vball , splashing the water.pullingg ppl into the waterr..wahahas.mr chia dropped his spectacles in the waterr.and everyone was like lookingg for it.as it cost abt 200 plus.wow!!then gina managedd to find it!!yay!!hahas.((:i wanna organisee smth like this for 2a1!!cuz like more fun!hehe!!duringg the holidays i guess!!holidays just startedd but im not into the mood for holidays yet!hahs.hais.remedials!!but on the 3rd week of june got volleyball!!woohoos!!ahh!and maybe during the holidays, im hanging out with wanqi dey all!!yayyness!love em!!they are the one i adore alot!!!w/o them i dunno how am i supposed to livee!reali!!they spice up my lifee!!hehe!!friends foreveer!of coursee cuitingg and da restt!!dey rawks too!!((:im so happy that ive got such great friends!i cherishh it LOADS!!<333>

stil[l]ovinghim* ; neverendingFULLSTOP
god bless you `SHEenatan

sheenaa____`

2005-05-27T16:58:00.000+08:00

ahh!!still got 13 more hours to go!!!yays!!so excitedd!ahahahah!!!its been days since ive written a blogg.haha!!wahaha.gotten back my report bk.its okay laa!hees!its better than i expectedd!haiss.not sure of what to write now.my mind is blank right now.so i'll continue tml then!ciaoss!!

thirteen more hours.yay!!
stil[l]ovinghim* ; neverendingFULLSTOP
god bless you `SHEenaatan

sheenaa____`

2005-05-24T17:56:00.000+08:00

lols!!todayy was sooo freakingg FUN!!hahas.not because of the sexual edu thingg laa.thats boringg!!!wanqi , me , nurul and yiru went recess together as usual.but shikin din cum!!hais.anws.we took pictures afta that ; dey were lykk doingg jiaoo stuffs while i was taking the video of dem!!heh!!sumhow like funshots!!prettayee!!!love em!!cant imagine how am i supposedd to live w/o dem.hees!!!im happyy that we finally took picturess!!((:cherishh this friendship aloott!!!!!((:

todayy faezahh say we have ta change the date againn!!!!!!!!!and i was likee HUH!!!the gurls and i was so lookingg FORWARD to it but dey saidd cuz sum ppl cant go that dayy!!!hais.!!!den we had this so called 'meeting' in class.we wantedd to discuss nicelyy togetherr!but the boys wasnt cooperating at all!!!den the boys were like sayingg dey dun wanna go!!!but that wasnt what dey said tt day when we fixedd the datee!!!!and we were so fed up with them!!onlyy faizal was talkingg and sayingg stuffs nicely.he cant go for the sentosa thing as he got this ncc last minutee.but he still stayed back with us to help us plan the things.while others were likee !!!!! reali very sadd when faizal cant go!!hais.!!then after that it was so noisy!!sum were like talking about this lan gamingg or blah blah blah.and they werent listeningg at all!then yuemingg left as she was angryy with dem.so do i!then faizal ask dem to cum back but dey dun wanna listen.and faizal was so MAD laa.and he walkedd down , din wanna continue sayingg as dey dun wanna listenn.hais.if onli everyone say nicely,things wont becum lidat!)):but then everyone cooled down and decides to say things nicelyy.cuitingg , meiqi and gina went ta persuadee the guys to go.as we are lackingg of boys.majority is the gurls.so dey asked nicelyy and dey promised dey are goingg!!yayy!!!!and four moree days to go!!!!im so excitedd laas.though this aint my first time goingg to sentosa but is like more people the merrierr.and im reali lookingg forward to it!!!hahahas!!!!i love bigg crowds!!!!hehehs.wow!it seems that im writingg a compo.hahs.alrites ill stop here for now!so take care and god bless!!ciaoss!!xD

4 more days to go!!yay!!!
sti[l]oving him* ; neverendingFULLSTOP
god bless you`SHEenatan

sheenaa___`

2005-05-23T08:04:00.000+08:00

every time our eyes meet
this feeling inside me
is almost more than
i can take
baby when you touch me
i can feel how much you love me
and it just blows me away
i've never been this close to anyone or anything
i can hear your thoughts
i can see your dreams
i don't know how you do what you do
i'm so in love with you, it just keeps getting better
i wanna spend the rest of my life with you by my side

forever and ever
every little thing that you do
baby I'm amazed by you

the smell of your skin
the taste of your kiss
the way you whisper in the dark
your hair all around me, baby you surround me
you touch every place in my heart
oh, it feels like the first time every time

i wanna spent the whole night in your eyes
i don't know how you do what you do
i'm so in love with you, it just keeps getting better
i wanna spend the rest of my life with you by my side

forever and ever
every little thing that you do
baby I'm amazed by you

every little thing that you do
i'm so in love with you
it just keeps getting better
i wanna spend the rest of my life with you by my side
forever and ever
every little thing that you do
oh, every little thing that you do

baby i'm amazed by you

sti[l]ovinghim* ; neverendingFULLSTOP
god bless you ; `SHEenatan

sheenaa___`

2005-05-22T09:44:00.000+08:00

i dun wanna fall to pieces`

was happy at first when the score is 0 : 0.
but then the penalty shoot-out caused manutd to lose!!!
hais!!MANUTD lost to that arsenal by only one goal!!
scholes din managed to score in!nvm.
5 : 4.lost by ONE goal!!!)):

tml gona have anotherr housewarming for my dad's familyy.
cuz desmond said he wanna comee.hahas.((:

hais..dun understand how my dad feels.reali duno what he exactlyy want!!
enuf of everything he said to HER!!!)):i hate THIRD PARTIES!!why must she come between them!!lies lies lies!what ever he said to us are a pack of lies!!!!

6 more days!!!yeahh!!xD
stil[l]ovinghim ; neverendingFULLSTOP
god bless you ; `SHEenatan

sheenaa_____`

2005-05-21T08:37:00.000+08:00

boo!just woken up ; to re-edit the blog stuffs. sooo looking forward to the sentosa trip!!!((: but miss noor cannot change the date of their ipw thing.then got 4 to 5 people not goin!!hais!!then not really fun ler.BUT IM STILL LOOKING FORWARD!!xD well ; nothingg reali happen these few days ; we were in school slacking lar.obviously!haas.it was fun though.clement brought his ps2 to school ; and everyone started to play.holidays are cumin soon!x))but it wud be bored at home laa.hais.i wanna buy loads of stuffs right noww!!wahahahs.gotta go ; cya!takecaree!!=D
7 more days to go!!!yeahhs!!

sevendays to go!!!yayness!!!
stil[l]ovinghim* ; neverendingFULLSTOP
god bless you`SHEenatan

sheenaa____`

2005-05-20T19:49:00.001+08:00

hey there!!haas!just finish editing some stuffs ; but still yet done! hais!well.just gotten back my exam papers today.hais. i did very badly though.hais..i flunked my combined humans and sciencee!!but im happy for my dnt results.din tht that i could get b3!!haha!wanna get my report bk now!!i want to noe my overall for every subjects!!shikin , nurul ; yiru and wanqi din come to school today.wanqi sprained her ankle yesterday during captains ball.hope she's alrite now((:then she can go swimming!!hees!but its a very exciting match indeed!!nurul was so cute!!haas!!when she din managed to get the ball ; she was hopping ard!!heh!love dem.((:wanqi did so well for her midyears!!hah!so happy for her!!to shikin ; nurul ; yiru.eu guys can do it!!we still have the year end exams!!as long as we try our best ; we are able to get good results,okay?sincerely hope everyone will be able to hop on to sec four!

this mr chia ahh , he told us that he change the sentosa trip to school event.and we were like !!!! cuz we still have to wear the pe shirt there.and we are goingg ta enjoyy not wearing that uniform therr but he spoilt the fun.hah!obviously the whole class was AGAINST to it laa.cuz who wud wanna go sentosa in school uni??!!then mr chia was likee .okok ; he changed to 28 of may instead of 30 th!!haaS!but with 2a1 peeps ; its much more better!!xDD god bless!!take care and ciaoss!!

8 more dayyss!!yay!!
stil[l]ovinghim* ; neverendingFULLSTOP
god bless you`SHEenatan

sheenaa____`

2005-05-19T20:27:00.000+08:00

heylos!!just finished doing some things in my blog!!thanks alot kenny!!he helped me alot!!hah!!tc.and ciaoos!!xD

myheartandmystrength ; somany timestheyfail ; bu[t]hereisonetruth thatalwayswillprevail ; GODblessYOU!

9 more days to go!!yayness!!((x
stil[l]ovinghim* ; neverendingFULLSTOP
god bless you`SHEenatan